Lesson from Sterling
Yesterday morning I had my weekly riding lesson, and for the first time in over a year, I rode a horse named Sterling. Sterling had been away from the farm and had just returned a few days ago. As you can imagine, he was nervous about being in an unfamiliar place. Maybe it was because I am a better rider now, maybe it was because I was intentionally trying to “feel him,” maybe it was the adorable way that he closed his eyes when I would scratch under his chin, or perhaps it was because I sympathized with his fears; whatever the reason, I found this time that I bonded better with Sterling than I ever had before. With an attempt to put his bridle on, however, I soon learned that Sterling is ear-shy. Actually, most horses are fearful of having their ears touched until they grow accustomed to having their ears handled.
As
I reflecting upon my ride yesterday afternoon, I realized a parallel between
myself and Sterling. Sterling is such a
compliant horse, and he responds so readily to my cues and my lead; he allows
me control of every part of his body and his movements- except his ears. How often I wonder do we give God control of
the reins of our life but don’t allow Him to truly reign in every part of our life.
We may be willing to respond to His leading and guidance, be sensitive
to His movement and presence and prompt to follow His commands, we may even
compliantly allow Him to interrupt our schedule to use our time for His work,
but are there areas of our lives that we’re fearful of releasing to His control? Are there portions of our lives that we
aren’t willing to surrender fully to Him?
Sterling’s
ears are one of the gateways to his five senses. Likewise, probably the areas of our lives
that we are most protective of are the gateways to our senses as well: our
ear-gate, our eye-gate, our touch, our taste, and our nose. All are different senses, but what passes
through the gates of each influences our mind and our thought-processes and, in
turn, our actions.
With
his fear of having his ears touched, it was difficult for Sterling to focus on
my cues even despite his willingness to comply with my commands. No matter how willing we may be walk in the
Lord’s will for our lives, good intentions are never enough, and unless we
surrender completely to Him every
portion of our lives, our focus can never fully align with His purpose and
calling for our time here on this earth.
In time, Sterling will learn to trust me enough to let me handle his
ears; how much more should we trust our
Leader to handle every part of our lives, every gateway to our minds, and
surrender complete control to Him? He
desires not only the reins of our lives, but to reign in every aspect of our
day.
“Trust
in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all
your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight.” Proverbs
3:5&6
~We’ve all heard of the phrase “pulling
on her/ his heartstrings,” but heart-chords?
I was struggling to decide what to name my blog. I wanted it to be a name that was both
creative and meaningful. As I pondered,
my gaze fell upon my acoustic guitar where it stands in my bedroom, and the
Lord reminded me that our hearts- our lives- are instruments. They are constantly in song, but what melody
our heart plays is each of our own decisions.
They can play a melody for praise or for entertainment. A musician selects his songs according to his
audience. So do we. Whether our audience is the world or the
Lord, our song will be different. This
blog is designed to first, increase my awareness in finding God and His
guidance in my every day and second, to share the music lessons He teaches me
in tuning my heart to learn the chords of praise He longs to play on my
heart-instrument. Music is a powerful
tool. Use it for His glory. “He
put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear and put their trust in
the Lord.” Psalm 40:3
Wow, Jules. When I read your blogs I am floored by your depth. You have a way of writing all that is in my heart.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Momma! That made me smile. :)
DeleteI too was challenged in my abandonment and complete surrender to Him. Thanks for being you!
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From God's heart through your keyboard! You astonish me with your depth of soul and discipleship. You obviously possess the gift of Exhortation, and God must be VERY pleased with how you offer it through your words and imagery. I look forward to digesting everything you have written and I can only imagine what God has in store for you. What a precious ministry this is! You go, girl!!
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